I feel like a little kid right now. I want to jump up and down and yell and cry and say "It's not fair, it's not fair!!". Who the heck said that I could work my ass off and only lose .06 pounds??? IT'S NOT FAIR!!Do you hear me weight loss gods? It is not fair!! Get my drift? I am not a happy camper.
I have worked really hard this week. I have been doing the two boot camps. When I worked too hard I cut back a little, but I was still working damn hard. Those sprints would liked to have killed me, but they didn't. Intervals at my other boot camp tried to do me in too, but I wouldn't let them. And this the thanks I get?!?! Yes, I missed zumba, but when I did I worked out at home. It wasn't like I totally slacked off. I missed for good reasons. I just didn't choose to not go.
I confessed yesterday to eating cupcakes, but that could not have been my downfall. It wasn't like I ate a dozen cupcakes and ate them everyday. It was two stinkin cupcakes on one particular day. Big freakin deal!!!
I aced the mini challenge this week. I didn't miss breakfast once. I kept up with last weeks challenge too. Water, water, water. I'm thinking that next weeks challenge should be pretty easy. I've put a basket of fruit on the kitchen counter, so remembering to eat it is much easier. I also keep peppers in the fridge all washed and ready to go.
But -.06?!?! This is the kind of crap that makes me want to go to the Cubs game today and eat all the ballpark food and have cocktails till I'm buzzed. It makes me crazy. But, everyone has bad weeks when they are trying hard, so I guess this just my turn.
Sorry it wasn't more Team 4. I really did try. I promise not to go crazy at the ballpark. I get to go to the Cubby Bear before the game, so I know I'll have a drink or two there. We are meeting friends who live close by and I've never been there before. I may never get there again, so yes, I'll be drinking. I'll be good with the ballpark food. Nothing too awful. But I am going to have fun. It's a Cubs game for heavens sake. And I'll drive people crazy with my camera, but that's okay too.
I think I may be feeling a little better now, but when I started this post.......
I felt like Lizzy looks
a caged animal who was really pissed off!!